Back to Reality

Well, Thanksgiving break is over and it’s time to go back to school. I would rather become a nub then return to school. I know, that’s extreme. But I think that it’s true.

I literally do NOTHING at school. This is not an exaggeration. I have had little to no homework and have only had two actual projects which required no brain usage. The only thing I do is my internship, and I don’t really even consider that school because it’s just fun.

I have gotten more done over this week long break than in the three months of school. Co-writing a short film and two songs, learning a Beyonce dance, editing a nine minute movie…and those are all things that I would so much rather be doing.

Thank God and Jesus and Rhonda Byrnes that “Circus” is released on Tuesday. But there’s even a problem with that! Like nubs, we assumed that the first Tuesday of the month was a half day,  we wanted to take the day off of school to center is all aroung Brit, but it turns out that it’s a full day. Can we really miss a full day? I know that I can. But Josh actually has some real classes and does some real work, so there’s a problem. I just wanted “Circus” to be out and to be able to listen to Britney all the time.

And I don’t even want to talk about college. Ugh. I got Emerson, SCAD, SFSU and CSU Fullerton applications done, which includes my first and third choice, but I still have more. CSF, CCH, St. Thomas and Hampshire (no app fee!) and U of Colorado (which I’m unsure about but I think that it would make my mom happy since she went there).

At least Brit’s documentary, “On the Record” is on tonight! MTV at 10!!

I just can’t wait to graduate. Or even better, I just can’t wait to be dancing/screaming/singing/crying at the Britney concert.

How “Complicated” by Avril Lavigne applies to my life.

Now you have to excuse me. I came home really angry and ready to write a scathing blog post about how much my parents disappoint me, but then I read some really awesome Britney news and everything was better.

So at best, this blog post can only be lukewarm because with Britney’s “Circus” music video coming out on December 5th, how can anyone be sad? Plus, she’s beating Slipknot by almost 200,000 votes on fuse (to widen that gap, go to: Best of 2008)!

But now back to the anger.

This week we have a guest from China staying at our house– one of my parents’ customers and forced friend (as Carla Bruni described the relationship between Sarkozy and GW Bush, “well… they have to [get along],”).

Up until tonight, I’ve been very good at avoiding this guest and having to eat dinner with this guest because I’ve been all over the place (which really means one of four places: my house, Santana’s Mexican Grill, Elaine’s house, or McCafé). However, I couldn’t get out of it tonight and I had to go out to Viet food with my parents and the guest.

You may think I’m rude for trying to avoid a guest, but you just don’t understand.

You see, my life is just like “Complicated” by Avril Lavigne. Allow me to quote some of the beautiful poetry:

You’re watching your back/ Like you can’t relax./ You’re trying to be cool/ but you look like a fool to me.